Week 45

Total loss: 39

To Go: 98

This Week: ???

Karlie couldn't remember when her life had been as much a mess as it was now. She'd been knocked down so many times in four months she was unsure how to get up again. She was so stressed out that despite her work place becoming a cornucopia of fried food and sweets, that she part took of every day, she was still looking pounds.

Her life suddenly amounted to very little. Her mother was dieing, her career no where, and now after three years Stewart called it quits on her. She felt lost and alone and was pouring her sorrow into ice cream sundae's.

She did not want to move back into her parents house, did not want to change store's, and did not want the fact that her relationship ended three months after purchasing a wedding dress to be real. But it was all happening. And the irony of packing her things into the box the wedding dress came in was so painful she couldn't even cry about it, she just started laughing.

The only silver linings to her situation was that she was going to get the spend Christmas with her parents and things were looking good for getting back together with her high school boyfriend. It was all rather confusing to her at the moment. It was a fast transition but that didn't make it wrong, did it?

She and Jake had always loved one another, eleven years of friendship had to mean something. And Karlie wondered if they'd underestimated that love this whole time. She couldn't wait to see him.

Thanks to the transfer of her job from one store to another that she didn't want to make she was fully committed to taking advantage of the situation and spending three weeks in California. She did have some blessings in her situations she supposed. Now if only she could put down the ice cream and get on the treadmill.